Happy New Year 2011!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's been a while i didn't write anything,kinda busy lately.Busy with work,life & business.yeah,that's right..Business...finally having my own business,not mine alone but i'm partnering(is this a right word??) with a friend of mine..haha...i guess December's quite a good month for me...i've been talking about how 2010 is a bad year for me coz i haven't really achieve something that i can be proud of.

Tomorrow is 2011 already,wow...i'm actually kinda bit shocked by how time pass by so fast.HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 to anyone who read this right now.i'm not really sure if there's anyone read my blog but i wanna say it anyway.A very special HAPPY RABBIT YEAR 2011 to anyone born under the Rabbit year,well including me coz i was born under the Rabbit year.hahaha,Next year we're gonna rule the world...muahahahahahaha(evil laugh)...hehe,just kidding.I can't even rule my 'kampong',how can i rule the whole world?????nonsense...

i'm actually thinking about my resolution,i'm trying to create one..or two..or more..but i have resolution every year but they never come true anyway.But one thing for sure,i want my business to succeed and make more money.yeah that's right,more and more money.wow,i sound so greedy.but i'm not that kind of person,what's wrong if i desire to generate more money.it's not like i steal it or something...

It's 9.58 pm now,in about a couple of hours from now is gonna be 2011.wow...2011..anyhow,HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 TO ALL THE PEOPLE IN THE WORLD.let's live in peace and harmony in 2011.let's just get along with each other,there's no need for hatred and violence.STOP WAR,SPREAD PEACE & LET'S JUST BE FRIENDS REGARDLESS OF RACE & RELIGION....

PEACE NO WAR.........

-Zie Yong-

Here comes December

December finally comes and it is officially the end of the year.Time really flies so fast,i didn't even realise that it's already the end of 2010.

2010 is kinda bad year for me,nothing good happen to me this year.For some reason,i'm hopping that December would bring me even a glimpse of luck coz i desperately need some...hurhurhur

Today is the 1st of December and a few weeks from now will be the year 2011.aaargh....i feel so down lately coz problems seems to follow me everywhere...

i hate this situation,i hate it so muuuuuuch.....

Right now,i really don't know what to do with my life....well,except for watching Fairy tail at Animax.......wuhuhuhu

i feel like i'm just saying stupid things for the last 10 minute so i think i'm gonna stop for now........

i guess this is the kinda things that i post when i'm totally frustrated....help meeeeee.....

~Zie Yong~

Note To God BY Charice

I just wanna share this awesome song by Charice.Her voice was amazing and i actually almost cried when i first saw her performance of this song on Oprah...ngeh,hehe



Note To God by Charice

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak what's in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away
For love to overflow

If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end
and for peace to mend this world

I'd say
I'd say
I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue
And it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find a way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness
in our hearts

I'd say
I'd say
I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you

Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

No
No

We can't do it on our own

So
So

(Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue)
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help

Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

No
No
(No)We can't do it on our own

(So)
So

If I wrote a note to God

This Week......

I don't know why but i feel so free this week,maybe coz i can't find something interesting to do...LOL....

I spend most of my time this week watching Korean drama at Maaduu & Mysoju.I watch MY LOVELY SAM SOON,CINDERELLA'S STEPSISTER and also THE FUGITIVE:PLAN B.I know that The Fugitive is on air now but with so many people in the house,it's impossible for me to grab that remote...aaarrrgh,I hate when that happens....

Anyways,i found something very interesting on youtube a few days ago.There's this two dude from USA who can speak Malay very fluently.They called them self Belacan & Paku,well that's a very odd name for a person...wakaka...this is a video where they were supposedly celebrating Hari Raya.soooo,i just wanna share it on my blog........



I laugh so hard while watching this video....

hmmmmmmm........

i'm still thinking on what to do with the rest of this week.Pris(my BFF) gonna be back around 27 November,so i don't know what to do till then....

I feel so lonely......:(......huhuhuhu

Nevertheless,i will find something to do....

Wait,i have something to say and i've been longing to say this for a long time....

I hope we can all get along so that this world will be in peace and harmony.I know that it sounds cliche but that's what i wish for....deep in my heart...
Peace No War....

~Zie Yong~

It's so damn hot...!

I went to the town today and it was so damn hot.the weather nowadays is just too much and i really hate it.I live in Keningau-Sabah and it used to be warm here,not extremely hot.I miss the old weather...hurhurhur


It used to be all green in Keningau(green with natural trees),now everywhere you look..there will be palm trees and building everywhere.Don't get me wrong,i know all of that is for development but if everybody is so eager to develop this town...what will happen to our environment?Seriously,i'm so concern about this matter.

Palm trees everywhere

There's a river near my house called Pegalan River or Sungai Pegalan as we call it.
When i look at the Pegalan River,it's not as clean & as beautiful as it used to be years ago.I remember taking bath and get water from Pegalan River for our everyday use coz the water is so clean(well that was when there's still no pipe water).my parents had taken a picture of me and my brother there while we were swimming and bathing(remember,we were still kids back then) and when i look at the picture,i kinda feel sad to see the difference between the colour of the river now and then.

This is not a picture of Pegalan River but i just want to say that Pegalan River used to be so clean,just like the river in the picture

The hills around keningau also change from beautiful natural trees to palm tress.No wonder the weather is getting hotter.Just thinking about it gets me headache.Everywhere i turn,it's all development.development here,development there.People are so eager to make money without thinking about the consequences.I just hope that there will be something left for the next generation and that these people realize there is more to life than making money..Peace No War.

~Zie Yong~

My fAvORitE SuJu(Super Junior) MeMBeR

Of all SuJu member,i only like 2 of them which is Eunhyuk & Yesung.Eunhyuk is good at dancing(not forgetting that he's good at rapping 2) & Yesung is good at singing(obviously),not that the other members is not good at singing and dancing but in my opinion that is(no offense to other SuJu members..:)...)


Eunhyuk


Yesung

I like when Eunhyuk dance in Sorry Sorry & also in their new song which is No Other.


No Other By SuJu

I love Yesung's voice in It Has To Be You,the sound track for Cinderella's Stepsister drama(Love the drama tooo...LOL)


It Has To Be You BY Yesung

Anyways,Peace No War...

~Zie Yong~

Zhang Jingna

I've mention about Zhang Jingna before and how much i admire her work.So,this is a few of her work that i really like.enjoy..


Redemption


Sugizo


Denise


Something Beautiful


Yuta

This was just a few out of many of her astonishing work of photography.I like her photograph coz it has a story behind it and it make you wanna know more about it when you look at the photograph.Till then,LOL..Peace No War..

~Zie Yong~

Something new.....

My day is just like any other days,boring....

Seriously,i just wanna go out there and experience the world.I wanna know the feeling of travelling around the world,taking photograph...when will i be able to do that...??????

i'm so angry at my self lately,well not just lately but for a while now.i'm angry coz i'm still the same even after i graduated from high school with an STPM certificate.my result is pretty good but because of my health problem,i can't even go anywhere to further my study.I feel that the years of studying has been a waste of time and energy coz i can't go to university anyway.....

but i'm done reminiscing the past,what's done is done.i have my future ahead of me..

i wanna share something...i'm kinda obsess with Photography,my obsession/interest in photography began when i saw an article/interview about a Malaysian photographer named Soraya Yusof Talismail.ever since i saw the article about Soraya,i've been interested to know more about photography.Seeing her work actually inspired me to be a photographer.Then i saw Zhang Jingna's work,that's when i really2 wanna be a photographer.Soraya open my eyes to photography but Zhang Jingna make me wanna be a professional photographer.Her work is just amazing,i'm blown away by her work.


Soraya Yusof Talismail




Zhang Jingna

hmm,i don't know what my future gonna look like but i'm always gonna make my life better everyday.I may not be a successful person now but i might be one day.My motto is to strive till the end coz really,the sky is my limit and i will achieve my dreams no matter what it takes.LOL(lots of love NOT laugh out loud)...xoxo...
Peace No War.....

~Zie Yong~

Hmm.....What to do?

I don't remember how many times i told my self that i don't like my job.Seriously,i'm kinda bored doing the things that i don't like to do.It's suffering,boring and there's no excitement at all.Well,how can being a tailor be exciting.I'm blocked,my mind is blocked.I used to be the girl who have a lot of idea,now..i'm just a boring person with a boring job.I don't have anything against tailoring,it's just that it doesn't suit me.

Lately,i've been thinking about doing business.Not sure what kind of business yet but my main goal is that my plan will be execute before the end of the year.I really want this to happen according to my plan coz i haven't really achieve something that i can be proud of this year.For some reason,i'm kinda feeling a little bit down this year.Not really sure why........

Anyways,i have surveyed a few option and i found that on9 business is pretty successful these days especially on facebook.Maybe i will try doing business on facebook,or maybe i'm just gonna make business blog.

but i'm still on planning stage,choosing the option that i have.

One thing for sure,I will make it happen before the end of the year.I'm gonna do whatever it takes to do it and i really hope everythings gonna be easy for me.Well,i know it's not gonna be easy but what's wrong of saying that to make me feel better??LOL.............Peace No War

~Zie Yong~

A Succesful Businesswoman...Died Tragically

I'm kinda shock when i heard about the murder of Datuk Sosilawati Lawiya and three others becouse it happaned in a sudden.It was a tragic murder.They were kidnapped,then beat to death,burned and their ashes were scattered along the river near the farm that their were killed.

According to the report,Sosilawati, 47, her driver Kamaruddin Shamsudin, 44, CIMB Kampung Baru officer Noorhisham Mohammad, 38, and lawyer Ahmad Kamil Abdul Karim, 32, were reported missing since August 30 after going to Banting, Selangor, for a land purchase matter.

Since then, 'Datuk',his brother and six plantation workers have been arrested in connection with the murder of cosmetic millionaire Datuk Sosilawati Lawiya and three others who went missing with her.

Well,several cases also been found related to this suspect and hopefully the murderer will be put behind bars soon.

By the way,i got to give credit to the Royal Malaysian Police to have uncovered this case in a short period of time.I know that the investigation is still ongoing but i really hope that they can finish this case so that the murderer can be convict...

My condolences to the family members of Datuk sosilawati,Kamaruddin Shamsudin,Noorhisham Mohammad and Ahmad Kamil Abdul Karim.May their soul rest in peace,Al-fatihah...

Life....Is it happen according to your plan?

What would you do if your life didn't turn out the way you plan or imegined?All of the things that you hoped for,disappear before your eyes.Some people may find it hard to deal with but there's nothing that you can do to change everything that happened.

Well,it happen to me.I have high hopes of my life.I wanted to be a succesful person both in personal and proffesional life.But,luck is just not by my side i guess.I feel frustrated,angry and sad at first but i try to hold on to my self.Be strong and find a way to be succesful in my own way.

But it kinda hard though Coz i don't have friends that understand me,my own family don't undertsand me.I feel like i'm all alone through my journey of life,that's why i need this blog to express my self.A diary seems a little cliche,besides...i'm not a teenager anymore,hehe..

PayBox

PayBox

PayBox is developing an online currency and payment processing service to make buying and selling online easier, more secure and available to everyone.

We're designing our service with the help of a dedicated group of EarlyBird users who are contributing ideas and feedback.

Stages of development planned to launch in 2011:
•Person-to-Person transactions.
•Small Business integration, including payment processing modules for all popular shopping cart software.
•Mid-sized Business integration.
•Major Online Store integration.
•Debit Card linked to your PayBox account.
•Currency exchange with all major world currencies.

Maher Zain....So Inspiring

I first saw his video at Tv3,not really sure what show it is though.I saw the video at the time of ramadhan so i really feel the vibe of the song,by the way...the title of the song is Insya Allah.It was really inspiring song for me coz usually i don't really listen to islamic song but when i listen to Maher's song..i feel so calm..

It's good to have islamic song in english coz i rarely listen to malay song anyway,not that malay song is not good but somehow i just listen to english song more.Anyway,let's talk about Maher Zain more...

Well right now,i love this song 'Insya Allah' by him.I practicaly listen to this song everyday.I like the lyric so much,that's why i listen to this song everyday.His first album THANK YOU ALLAH is full with great song including Insya Allah.Anyway,for those who doesn't know who Maher Zain is...This is a little bit information about him...

Maher Zain was born on 1982 in Lebanon. His family moved to Sweden when Maher was only eight, where he continued his schooling. Maher got his first keyboard when he was only ten. He later entered university and got a Bachelors degree in Aeronautical Engineering.During his teenage years, he like to spend late nights at school with his friends where they would sing, rap, compose and experiment with music in every way.

After being involved for a while in the music scene as a music producer, Maher was introduced to RedOne, a music producer in the music scene in Sweden. Maher started working with RedOne and later moved to New York. In January 2009, Maher Zain began work on an album and signed with Awakening Records.He even work with Kat Deluna and among the song that become hits was 'Whine Up’ and ‘Run the Show’. Maher’s first musical inspiration came from his father, who was a singer himself, performing locally in the Mediterranean city of Tripoli, Lebanon.

That's a little bit info that i have about him.My only hope is that his song can inspire other people out there and that he continue to make more inspiring song in the future.This is Insya Allah video,enjoy and be inspired like me..Peace No War..

What a day....

I went out at about 10.50 am this morning and had breakfast at a restaurant.While i was eating,a lady ask me if she can seat with me at my table so i just let her sit infront of me.We talk and get to know each other.She was a nice person but i forgot about something very important.I forgot to ask her name..huhu

Anyway,then i took a bus to go to the hospital.Guess who i saw in that bus??My senior from high school.OMG,he's still as cute as he was in high school but i don't think he recognize me.

After the cute senior went off the bus,the guy next to me suddenly talk to me.I got this weird feeling about this guy.He got 2 apple i-phone and when he listen to his i-phone through the head phone,i can still hear the song clearly and he sings loudly.Anyway,he calls me kakak...hello,i'm so much younger than you okey...

Well efter talking to him i think he's ok but then suddenly,out of no where he ask me out.A stranger ask me out,what am i supposed to say 'yes,let's go out'.Well,i can be a bit 'crazy' sometimes but i'm not that crazy to go out with a strangers.Maybe he's just used to an 'open minded culture' coz he lived at overseas for too long but i'm not that kind of person.Anyway,i just said that i don't think that i have the time to go out,just to be polite..

World cup

i know it's a little late for me to talk about world cup but i wanna talk about i anyway.well,this is my first world cup,i don't know why i suddenly like watching football but i have no complains about it.i don't know that football is fun and exciting.Anyway,i started watching football when i first saw chelsea plays on Barclays and i have been chelsea fans since then.

talking about football,i am a Portugal supporter.though i'm not that confident that Portugal will be in the final.but i hope they're gonna beat Spain and go to the next round.
anyway,my prediction for finals...BRAZIL vs GERMAN..
but i still hope that Portugal will be in the finals though..
alongside Argentina maybe...love Messi but hate Maradona..hehe

The Begining..

yeah i have a blog,finally..hehe,actually this is not the first time i own a blog.I have one before but because i don't have time to manage it,i just leave like that and eventually i forgot the password.
Basically,this blog is gonna be about me,what i thought,the things that happen around me & maybe a little bit of a current issue.
My name is NFZ @ Ayong @ Zie....I live in a town call Keningau which located in Sabah,Malaysia and precisely in Borneo Island.Sabah is one of the most beautiful state in Malaysia and i love living in Sabah.
I have a simple life,not much interesting going on around me but i love my life...well at least i try to love my life..hehe..I have a deep passion towards PHOTOGRAPHY and i wanted to be a professional photographer someday.I like listening to music and watching movies.I also enjoy reading and travelling.
Well,i guess that's all i wanted to say for now...until next time then..;p